Hello Loneliness
By Doyzkie Buenaviaje
I never thought I’d be back here
A familiar feeling of emptiness and uncertainty.
After months of being numb,
We got tired. Cold.
Is this what I want?
Did I intentionally do it?
Yes. Maybe. I don’t really know.
I am currently stuck in a void.
I asked for time.
But your mind keeps on formulating conclusions.
You got every right to be paranoid.
But the constant push, made me repel.
Coquetry.
That caused it.
“I am only human”, isย my only excuse.
And all I can say now is sorry.
Everything unfoldedย at a wrong time.
With so much in my hands at that moment,
I could barely hold on and breathe.
We bothย ย got tired.
But there’s no such thing as wrong timing.
Onlyย unwanted events.
Perhaps this happened for a reason.
An incident toย teach both of us a lesson.
Or maybe this is the universe telling me
That I am meant to be alone.
Broken. Cold. Numb.
Hello there, loneliness.
1 Comment
Rigor
June 1, 2017 at 3:20 pmit can strike to everyone at some point. may more times that anyone cares to admit…it’s something one doesn’t talk enough but it can have an impact on a person’s health, behavior and sense of well-being…